im sorry
i don't think i'll ever decide on one thing when it comes to love. it makes me happy but i hate it. i hate it so much that i can't take thinking about her anymore. she's been on my mind everyday, it's hard to get her out.. but i'm so terribly scared of repetition, i'm so terribly scared that it'll end the same.. i cannot get my past out of my mind no matter what i do.